Oh, Mom, I long to tell you of my days and my family. Son #1 and Lovely Espousa (you haven't met her, but you'd LOVE her!) came over with your two little great grandgirls. Did I tell you about them yet? I know someday I'll tell them about you. Absolutely smoochable and sweet from head to toe! Son #1 is waiting to get his official start date on his new position with DTE and they are moving up near Dad ~ they get to live in "God's Country" in Michigan! The day was especially joyful because Cliff was home too and your prayers have been answered, Mom! He's living a clean and healthy life right now. He works out when he can, works 40+ hours each week and is paying his way. Cliff's never accomplished this before and I know you've never seen him look so good. He's even mentioned that he's considering college. Mom, you'd be so proud of your grandsons, so proud!
This past Saturday Steven graduated high school and received an award for being an all around athlete in his community too! Tomorrow, Jack graduates as well. Can you believe how the years have gone by so quickly? I can't. Somedays I miss you so much, Mom. It seems the more the years go by the stronger the longing is to talk with you. I carry on conversations with you in the car, in the store and on my job. Can you hear me? Uncle Jim told me at your passing party that I'd think of you every day. He's right!
Dad is doing well. He's remarried and seems happy to have a companion, but I know there are days he's with you, Mom - I can see it in his eyes. We are planning a surprise party for him in August for his 80th birthday. Since his birthday's in October, he should really be stunned! Of course, we have a pretense for which we're gathering to keep him at ease. You know he's not crazy about all the attention, but I think he's gonna love it!
Well that's about it for now, Mom. I've checked on your resting place and will be back out soon to say hello and give you another flower or two. Oh, and one more thing. I'm so sorry Mom that I didn't give you more slack and grace when you were in my life. I had no idea how much your early life had been shaped by alcoholism. I just didn't know. You were an amazing mother and I'm just beginning to understand even more what you were trying to manage deep on the inside all those years. You were the best!
I love you.